will u think tat people who u r always exist for them wil appreciate n care for yu??

no..they dont!they wont!so f*ck off tat mind.en tq for tat!

no cute ienarf..hicsssz..

i bought these to cheer up my heart..instead of my luvly red mushi.
actually no cute enough..=(

where r u my red mushi??

tat red mushi is my favor one.since it was lost,i've been searching for anywhere,everystep i go.but there is no result.
n i've been stop for searching my red mushi for dis few month..but a weak ago,my mood was come up for searching dat mushi again.i dunno why..exactly when on the way back home from cemara in the morning.i saw there is a small shop dat sold a kind of doll.the seller display a blue mushi in front of the window..
then i turn back n enter tat shop.asking tat seller have there any red mushi ?then she said the red mushi was sold out.there was except the blue one..
haishh..i wanna the red one..she showed me de red but de big one..i wanna de small one like tat blue..she said no red just blue..fuihhh..ok it doesnt matter..i asked her ,''while there is a red mushi,can u mez me?"she said "yeah"..then i give my phone number to her..

then on friday 7th nov'08,i went to m.fair cuz my mom wanna go to carefor(how to rite carefor actually?i dunno)hahas..
then i saw a doll shop again,i entered tat shop n asked "ev there a mushi dolls?"wit the fullo hope em waiting for her answered..then she answered,"oh yeah"
em very very excited..then i asked her to show me..then she pointed tat mushi..u know what?i just saw the pink n the blue..where is the red?i asked her ,hev there any red one?she said no,only tat..(khepiangggg...fragile my heart =.=!!)haishhh..

i dunno where i can find my red mushi..but i wish i could.. ='(

hahas..smua pd sibuk voto ne,so aq jg ikut2an ah..hihi..
cool..isn't it?=D

by nes:

Now em standing on the corner,
all the worlds gone home
Nobody's changed.
Nobody's been saved.
en i'm feeling cold n alone
I guess I'm lucky!
I smile a lot
But sometimes I wish for more than I've got.
sumtimes we're keeping secrets n we're telling lies bout our feeling.
watever's wrong,remember to make it right.
but for de loser will just fade away n pretend dunno wat de feeling inside n say its da best.

I've had enough, now I want my share.
Say farewell to the darkened night
I see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child,whose life has just begun.

People always talkin' 'bout our reputation.
so take a step back n see de little people
They may be young but they're de ones dat make the big people big!
So listen, as the whisper
"WHAT ABOUT ME?"
If u could see me now
u would know just HOW,How hard I try.
Not to wonder WHY!

I dun wanna have to cry
Coz I know if we lose it some tears never dry.

mm..nyumiezssss =)~

hepie b'dae to my cousin =)

23rd august '08

gudbye my hair..=((

hy its start from 1st september 2008

dis` my first blog so it doesnt matter if i look e lil bit *swapakaw n hin2* hahaha.lol!
today.monday.1st sept'o8.
(haha..de way i wrote dis is just like a journalist..)
when i woke up in 11am,hwayamph..i still feel sleppie..yaksss..
i heard the raining sound outside there..n em going miss sumone.ev u ever feel like me?when the weather get colder,the sky turning to the darkness,n every single rainy day,do u n will u miss sumone special?if u ask me..yeah,i do n i will..^^
omigosh!its 13.30 now.my fren hev call me already,time to shoping.yay!but em still look like gembel*belon poem2*haha..em ready to hear my fren nge-rap cuz she is so chiong he.upsss!hahas..
so must to go now..b.r.b =DD