where r u my red mushi??

tat red mushi is my favor one.since it was lost,i've been searching for anywhere,everystep i go.but there is no result.
n i've been stop for searching my red mushi for dis few month..but a weak ago,my mood was come up for searching dat mushi again.i dunno why..exactly when on the way back home from cemara in the morning.i saw there is a small shop dat sold a kind of doll.the seller display a blue mushi in front of the window..
then i turn back n enter tat shop.asking tat seller have there any red mushi ?then she said the red mushi was sold out.there was except the blue one..
haishh..i wanna the red one..she showed me de red but de big one..i wanna de small one like tat blue..she said no red just blue..fuihhh..ok it doesnt matter..i asked her ,''while there is a red mushi,can u mez me?"she said "yeah"..then i give my phone number to her..

then on friday 7th nov'08,i went to m.fair cuz my mom wanna go to carefor(how to rite carefor actually?i dunno)hahas..
then i saw a doll shop again,i entered tat shop n asked "ev there a mushi dolls?"wit the fullo hope em waiting for her answered..then she answered,"oh yeah"
em very very excited..then i asked her to show me..then she pointed tat mushi..u know what?i just saw the pink n the blue..where is the red?i asked her ,hev there any red one?she said no,only tat..(khepiangggg...fragile my heart =.=!!)haishhh..

i dunno where i can find my red mushi..but i wish i could.. ='(